At the beginning of March I came home and found my 16 year old Stepson hanging in his closet. I proceeded to perform CPR until Emergency Personnel arrived. Unbeknownst to me, my Stepson had passed prior to me starting CPR. At the end of March, my Grandfather passed. Prior to all of this, at the end of August 2021 the Mom of my then Partner (now Fiancé) was diagnosed with Cancer and she passed away by October 2021. These past 2 years have been so stressful and filled with so much anxiety and sadness. I am trying very hard to hold on but I feel like the devil is on me and my family.